Glorious

oh what a beautiful day. the sun shining down on everything, lush and green and full of life. I feel like I'm coming out of hibernation, what a brilliant day just to be alive.maybe I'm reaching my ephiphany. the one where I realise that I can be happy no matter how I look, I am more than just a number on the scales. we all hope to be something more.and when I feel like this I can do anything. prozac in the spring. but it's something more. So I know I must eat because binging ruins my days. so I did. And to smile at everyone, to be cheerful, I love talking to them because I want to share this. joyful. at peace.I bourght some items for my Lady of Shallot costume on ebay, it's gonna look beautiful. And I'm going out tonight, unafraid. Might even wear a skirt. today I feel so free.